Travel ♥

Yush, travel travel I love travel very much instead of staying at home. I skipped my 2 week classes just to go here and there. Oh yea!

So, travel could be really awesome if your travel partner awesome too! But it turns suck when your partner is suck too!! Ishhhh

In order to get a good partner to make your vacation interesting. Remember to choose a GOOD partner.

(1) First of all, get a smart partner. If your partner is a dumb ass, you are freaking dead. Because in your vacation period, your partner will keep asking questions which make you annoyed to dead ! And if you give a wrong answer to them, damn, you will get scold. I mean your partner gonna bla bla bla beside you. Anyway, get a smart partner so they can guide us and we don't have to worry anything during your holiday. That's the best part!

(2) Ahhh, second. Don't get a partner who keeps texting, answering call and facebook! Aha, I fall in this category! Well, it's so annoying when you see someone keep texting and facebook 24 hours and ignoring people around them. If you want facebook, why don't you just stay at home and don't come out! And also, throw your phone away if you want a good vacation. Stop texting and answering phone call there! Argghhh!

(3) Third rule of choosing a good partner! DO NOT EVER EVER get a partner who is a PUTERI LILIN. This mean they can't expose under the sun. Like a vampire. They get so noisy like a chicken butt when they expose under the sun. 'OMG, look at the sun! So hot la! I didn't put on my sunscreen.' 'Aiya, my fair skin gonna turn black leh! Don't want go beach can ah?' Wahlau, amoi amoi~!! If you so afraid of that, lock yourself in the room and don't come out. Don't let me see you come out until night if not I throw you with my sport shoe on your face.

(4) Then, A BIG EATER! Can you imagine, if one person keep on eat eat and eat non stop. In your trip, your 80% time gonna wasted on restaurant/cafe. All foods. You only take pictures with foods and not the nice view on that places. So pathetic! Carry your house's refrigerator along la!

(5) One more rule, this rule you will need to look at your partner's legs! Muscular or non muscular? Damnnnnn if we just about to start walking around the city and your partner start mumbling saying 'My legs pain liao la, I cannot walk already, can rest bo?' WTFFFFFF, your 95% time will wasted on rest! After rest, then start walking, then they mumbling again. So annoying. Hello, do you need a wheelchair, Mr/Ms handicapped?

Conclusion, are you a handicapped? Oh no, I mean are you falling in any of these? If yes, prepare wheelchair, your freeze and throw away your phone.

Sushi King Big Bowl Udon Challenge

Wow, have u try this challenge yet? It's about finishing a big bowl of the udon in 10 minutes. P/s: Finish all the mee & the soup in 10 minutes or else you gonna pay RM38.80 for it.

I never ever think to try it. But it was an accident. LOL, I was in Times Square with Phill and waiting for him when he is in the Theme Park. A girl came to me and ask me to donate money. I don't know how to reject her and obviously I don't want to donate too :P But I'm too afraid to make her disappoint. So I talk to her and ask her where she's from. After a while, she walked away. I switched to another place to wait for Phill.

*MR PHILL AND ME AT KLCC*

The most scary thing is, the girl came back to me and ask me the same thing:" Miss, can you give me a minute and... " I was like: OMGGGGG, aren't you just talk to me few minutes ago?! I asked her: You have short term memory loss didn't you? You just talked to me ok? Then she changed topic and talk bout the Sushi King Udon Challenge. And she asked me to accompany her cause she is hungry. I told her it's Rm38.80 but she said it is RM15. So I accompany her to go.

When we are there, she ordered it. And I just sat beside look at her. The waiter gave me the form to fill. And I said: Oi, not me. Do I look like I'm a big eater to you? Then the girl filled it. The bowl came, and we are like omggg, how to finish it in 10 minutes? She gave up already haha. People around are like, wow I want that too! So bigggg

We are given 2 minutes to cold down the mee. Keep fan-ing it with the sushi king's menu. After 2 minutes, she started and I just walk around. 5 minutes later, she gave up. She said she got to go. And she gave me the money. But I said let's share it. I pay half for you. Then she went back.

What a weird day.

*SUSHI KING BIG BOWL UDON CHALLENGE*

Another weird day was, when I get to college. Usually my college doesn't has much humans around. But that day was so crowded. A guy came to me and ask if I'm interested in the free make up and hairdo and they will snap a picture of me after that. What you need to do is fill in the form. I was like just woke up and what the hell is going on now? Then I told him I will come back later.

Usually (this is what my lecture said before), when Malaysian heard of the word "FREE", they will do whatever to get the free things. Example: Free buffet if you come for the 2 hours speech. Confirm, lots of people going for the speech just for the free buffet.

Well, I heard free makeup and hairdo leh. I force my friend to go together with me. At first, she was like, I accompany you but I dont want to do it. But when she is there, she got no choice. She has to do together with me. LOL poor her.

And the make up takes us like half hour, and we obviously late for our class. After that the hairdo and we're done. Snap a few pictures. Those pictures gonna post in the website and we will have to ask people to vote for us. Winner will be the top cover of magazine. LOL, who care? As long as I got the free makeup and hairdo.

*I REMOVE THE MAKE UP AFTER THAT* :p

There's another contest over there, is for spritzer. I guess it's a new product? We requested to take a picture with the product. And they upload it on facebook after they snap and need to ask people to vote again. So annoying. And we're totally late for the class for 1 hour. But we will get the picture after we snap. So cool :D

*THE PIC WE GET AFTER WE SNAP FOR SPRITZER* ^^

Soooooo, if you are reading this. You should know you're in trouble.

Vote for me please! First, go to this link:

http://www.facebook.com/Spritzer.Fibre

Click like. Then, click vote on my picture.

http://apps.facebook.com/everydayisaplus/picture/show/ub

That's it. There you go. :P

My Daddy ♥♥♥♥♥

Remember when I was young, my dad loves to scare me with ghost. He said if you don't behave well, the ghost will come to you and he will makes the sound effect of ghost like: wooooo~ coming already.

Once, we were going to sleep. And he makes fun of me again, saying: look at the door, 'he' is comingggggg~ and then I was like: NOOOOO, and start screaming wawawawa, then I fall asleep on him.

My relationship with dad is not normal. When my dad brings me along to his friend's place. His friends will like: OMG, how come both of you can talk like a best friend? So envy. lol. I realized it too. I tell my dad everything and he tells me everything too.

He doesn't have temper. When he gets angry, he won't scold you straight away. He talks in a good way and words that he said will make me feel sorry already. And I will cry even he is not scolding me at all.

Before school started, he will brings my brothers and I go to get all those new school stuff. New uniforms, new shoes and new bags. And I remember, my dad knelt down and put on the shoe for me. Super touched.

Primary school, secondary school. He needs to be our driver even he is working. And I always make him wait for few hours out there. Feel so sorry. During the last year of secondary school, Im not going for any tuition because I don't want to disturb him and I know tuition is nothing for me. You going or not, you still get good result. What for wasting so many times and money for that.

But because I always have extra class and time to finish school is different from my other brothers, so he will have to pick us up at different time. Super pity him cause he will have to stop his work and come to pick us up. And sometime if he late, I get angry with him and don't want to talk to him. But he never says anything. I know Im bad. And then my brothers and I end up catching bus to go home. I hate that life.

Motor lessons, Im a super noobies in riding a motor. I mean super. I don't know why. Maybe because Im too afraid of accident and I don't have confident in riding a motor. During motor lessons, my dad throw away his job and accompany me to motor lessons. He stood beside and look at me. And of course I fell on that time. I nearly cry because this is stupid. I hate motor so much!! He came to me and helped me up. Im so pissed off and I told him, I don't wanna learn anymore! I realized he is not happy of what I said. After that, I never go practice the motor and I didn't get my license P. Just because I don't like it, and he never force me anymore.

Sometime, I mean most of the time. I will bug him and ask him buy something to me. I always have lots of things to buy and keep bugging him until he gets for me. I even write a contract/agreement with him and make him sign on it. Just to make sure he will buys for me. Hahahaha.

I get excited at night sometime because of waiting him to come home and waiting him to take his dinner and start talking a lot with him. I will follow at his back when he is home, and sit beside him when he is eating and listening to him. Then he will go shower and I just watch TV. When he is done, we will continue talk again. Hahaha. And then if his mood is good, I will tell him I wanna buy something else again. LOL. And every times after he buys those things that I want, I will promised myself not to ask him buy such expensive things again. But after a while, I will have new things to buy and start bugging him.

When I was super young, he always bring my brothers and I to somewhere. Just to make sure our weekend is fun and enjoy. And he has lots of secrets that I will have to keep for him. But end up he tells the whole world bout the secret. And I was like: hey dadddd, how come!?

We always or sometime will have long chatting session. Talk bout everything, joke bout everything. Yes, joke and laugh out loud a lot.

He supported me on every decisions I have made. Or if he doesn't agree with me, he will tells me that I'm wrong and should do like this. When I have big problem, he will listen to me. And try his best to solve for me.

I know our stories can't finish to type it out all here.

After I moved out for college, I totally leave him. I don't get to see him every night, can't get to talk to him, can't tell him what happen on me in my college. We only get to talk on phone or skype. We can't see each others' reaction on the phone or even skype. We only talk once in a while on phone.

Even if i go back to hometown, we usually don't have time to talk to each other. Or I can't think of anything to talk about. But whenever I have problem, I will text him. And he will call me, and and I will start crying on the phone and tell him everything.

Sometime I feel pity to him, I know he will feels heart break whenever things happen to me. But he is too far to protect me. And now, when I have problems, I will make it as a small problem and not to tell him instead of letting him so worry over there.

I cried to dead when Im on phone with him last time. And over there, I knew he is worry but don't know what can he does to help me up. I just can't stop crying and he just making jokes to make me laugh. I feel so sorry after that because I made him so worry.

We went to Thailand last time, and over there our phone don't have network coverage. So we can't contact each other. We promised our dad will meet him up on 7pm after we done over shopping. But we were late cause we didn't realized its 7pm. My dad gets so worried and searched for us everywhere. When he found us, he laughed at us saying: lol, I thought all of us have lost. I've been searching for you guys for more than half hour. And we laughed at him back saying we're on the way back. Nothing to worry about la. Hahaha, silly dad.

Once, we went to relative's house. And a friend of them came with a dog. I mean puppy. My brother and I keep playing with it. Before that friend going back, he said: You can take the puppy if you want. And we was like: OMGGGGG, I can't believe it. And dad agreed to let us take it back. This puppy, my dad and I trained it and gave it a name Donny. LOL. I love Donny a lot. I let it sleep with me. Bath it and teach it lots of tricks. And soon when Donny grow up and up, it doesn't look cute anymore. Hahahaha, dad and brothers said that: Donny has same attitude like me. And yes, the best part is we train Donny together. It is smart, like me! LOL

Our story never end, even till now, he is always there for me when I have problem. But the sad part is I don't get to see him everyday everynight. And crap with him with everything and what we saw.

Im writing this because it's his birthday next week. And obviously Im not going back to celebrate with him. You wouldn't understand and know how good we could be when we are together.

And yes, I will stop here and wish him: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!


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K-Pop Hitz Talent Show

You heard of this show before? K-Pop Hitz Talent show. It's a show. I mean a talent show. I bet most of us never heard about it. Its advertises on TV but not much of us know it. It's a Malaysian show. And it's on Astro Hitz. And it's lousy :P shhhh~ I took part XD

*K-pop Hitz Talent Show*

Of course, I didnt heard bout it too until YiTing told me about it. I was online at McDonald with Carry on that day. I saw Yiting online so I talked to her. Crap a lot. And then she showed me Astro Hitz page on Facebook and told me bout the competition. The winner will get a chance to Korea. All expenses are paid. Is it? I dont know hahahaha.

So she told me about that, and I agreed to take part of it. Then we will have to decide what song we want on that day. Seriously, Im not on K-pop at all. I don't even understand what they are singing and how those korean thingy and how to pronounce. So confusing. But then we choose a song we familiar which is the song she mentioned to me long time ago. At least I know a bit lo. Then we started practicing it. We only have 1 week to practice. And I will have to memorize all those korean lyrics which I don't know how to pronounce at all.

*The song that we had choose*

The day has come ! My mum send us to Times Square. We arrived damn early. It will start at 9am but we arrived there like 8.10am. So !@#%$^&*( because we don't know what to do over there. Times Square still on dead mode cause it will open on 10am i guess? Sat there and talked. Finally 9am. We went back to the front door there. Registered ourselves and filled the form and get number. We got No.7. Then the camera man is super annoying. Very annoying. Cause he put the camera so near to your face. And forced us to say HI ! Then we needa sit there and wait for nothing. So bored. So we decided to walk around at TS.

And then, there will be an Audition 1 first. They will ask you to perform in front of those judges and then decide whether you're allow to go on stage or not. We came back from TS and soon is our turn. The judges talked to us and asked us something that are not related. Then we performed for them. And done. They said there will be an interview for blue and green highlight on their card. We got no idea WTH is the interview means. And it's too bored to sit there and wait. So we walk around. And we got pink colour highlight on our card. Which we don't know what is that. We went to have breakfast at old town.

*Breakfast at oldtown :)*


And I told Yiting that, Pink colour means out. We don't get a chance to perform on stage at all! She is super disappointed and I told her I wanna go home already. Hahahaha, she is stubborn cause she doesn't believe that we did so much and now don't even get a chance to perform. She said she wanna go back there and confirm that we're totally out. So, 12.30pm. We get back there. And the host announced groups that will go to the next part. And yea, we are in. Yuhoo~

*The card with pink colour highlight they had drew on it. This pic is too blur and cant really see it :O*

As we were performed in the first audition, judges said I'm wearing too less and they want me to get a legging. After the host announced, the judge came to me and said remember to get your legging. So we quickly get back to the mall and search for legging. We only have 1 hour left to 1.30pm. I'm so sleepy and tired to walk around the mall and search for the legging. T__T

1.30pm already. People who late will out! And there is a guy who late and he is disqualified. All of us are separated into two groups. And the weather on that day was hot. Super hot. We were on the outdoor. Can imagine we're sitting under the sun. Sweating a lot and became so emo and moodless. Hahaha.

Finally, our turn. Obviously is not good like how we practice normal day. Kinda 'sia sui'. Hahaha, cause most of our friends they did a really good job. We knew lots of new friends over there. Lengzai lenglui :D Fuiyooo~ XD

*The host told us to roar like a lion =_=ll*

After our turn, we ran to get Yiting's two sisters. Pity them standing there to wait for our turn and to record it for us. We can't find them. LOL, and we let them kept our phone. So we can't contact two of them. Hahaha. Then we found them. Talked for a while. Get back to there and sat for awhile. So bored. So we decided to walk around. Hahaha. And we went to cold storage to get an Icecream. Went back to watch the show with Icecream. Yes, the most satisfying part cause it's so hot on that day.

*Our Icecream, too hot and bored to sit over there!*

*Took pic cause we're too bored sitting there and cant go home yet. :(*

Finally the show comes to the end at around 5pm. Cant believe we were there since 8am til 5pm. So tired and so dead. There's an ending part that we need to get back to stage and film. After that we can go home. But we still need to arrange back those chairs. LOL cnt believe is our job to do it. Then we are now going home. Monorail, can you believe?

It said that: 'Tren delay 1 hours' ! Broken english !!! Hahaha, but that's not the point. The point is we will have to walk from the Imbi(monorail) to Hang Tuah(LRT). There's distance between them if you knew where's that. It's not far to walk but we're too tired already. So abcdefghijkl :'( And then, home!

-Gained experience-

After few days, it will shows on TV. We had waited it for such a long time. But just few days actually. LOL. Yiting turned on her webcam and turned her cam on TV so I can watch it here. LOL, I don't have an Astro at my house cause I don't watch TV at all. Hahaha, annd yes! We are on TV. That's the main reason we went for the competition! Hahaha. Few days later, I went to Yiting's house and watched the repeat again. Hahaha, and keep laughing over there. And she realized there's a contestant is not showing on TV. Yiting even recorded the part that we appeared on TV. And I told my dad to watch it too! LOL :D

When we back to college, those people are like: omg, is that both of you on the TV? I saw you two!! And we are like: maybe? Is that us? Or you got the wrong person? And then, who care?

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My cousin: Joseph Lee

This blog is specially for my cousin, Joseph Lee.
Well, he is not only my cousin, he is also my step brother because his parents are my step parents. So, he is consider as my brother too. And also best friend :D

Where should I start now? Basically, he forced me to write about him on my blog because he saw I wrote about my grandma before. And I told him I will write about him after he passed away. LOL, choiiiiii !! :D

LOL, have lots of lots of memories with him. I really no idea where should I start.

Same thing, used to go to his house and overnight. My 3rd brother, and 2 of my younger brother and me. Always go to his house and stay. And 5 of us will sleep together on 1 bed. Super pack. But we had fun. Then we will go breakfast together. Or maybe we will wake up super early and go for jogging. And joking a lot.

Once, we camp! Outside his house. The big field. Hahahaha super silly. We remember we laughed at other people when we saw them camping at the field. And at the end, we did that too. We set up the camp together. At night, we BBQ. Then we back to the camp and sleep. We even brought all the blanket and pillow to sleep. Hahahaha, but we dont have a good sleep ! Then the next day, we clean all and went back to house and continue sleep. And my step mother, she is super worried about us, sleeping out there. Afraid of people gonna come and disturb us or kidnap us haha. She stayed up very late and keep worried bout us. haha.

We used to go to his house to overnight whenever we have holiday. And I remember that week is a week before I have my UPSR exam. I brought all my books there try to study, but I end up didnt do any revision. Before I exam, I started to look at my book, I cried! I never study anything! hahahaha But lucky, I passed with flying colour.

And every morning when we wake up, we will have to fold all those blankets. Every blankets have their own name. 1 blanket we called it 'fei zai jin' cause it is heavy and big. To fold it, it's kinda difficult. So we have a way to fold it :D 2 persons, both hold the end of the blanket, and said: I love you. And go near. LOL,i dont know how to explain. But this is the way we fold it. We need do say it at least 3 times in order to make it done. I bet you don't remember this. Hahaha.

Then, we grew up more. No more going to his house to over night. But still, when he free, he will comes to our house and visits us. haha. And when I finished my primary school and went to secondary school. We are all busy with our studies. In secondary school, my primary school friends went to a school which same with him. And I get into a girl school (Treacher Methodist Girl School). So, to get contact with my primary school friend, we are not texting or calling each other but writing letter. Haha, kinda old method to keep in touch.

After a while, feel lazy to go to post office. So my cousin became my postman. He is responsible to bring the letter from my friends to me and waited me to write a reply to my friend and pass him my letter to give it to my friends at school. He is a super patience person. My friends told me he is very famous in his school. LOL, but my brothers and I wont believe it cause we always bully him. And he never get angry with our jokes. We always make fun with him cause he is fat. hahahahaha.

Few more years later, we seldom meet anymore. Only when we have gathering dinner with relatives. But sometime he doesn't even show up on the dinner. I dont remember haha.

Then when I was 16 years old, I went to Genting to work for 1 month. For fun actually. He is working at Genting too. But on that time, he is on leave for 1 week and wanted to stay at Taiping for whole week. Because of me, he went back to Genting early and his holiday spoiled :P At the beginning, he keeps find him for lunch and dinner together and see whether Im still alive or not. After that, he never show up. Too busy already. I remember I told him I missed his mum already. And he took out his phone and call his mum and passed me his phone. So efficiency wor haha. I saw him on New Year. My friend and I were busy celebrating and running here running there. And we saw him, but he said he is working right now. Cannot celebrate. Hahahah, pity him. Enough with Genting, going to next part now.

I need to skip a lot cause too many things to write. Grow older and older now. We keep in touch through facebook only. Once, I had a really big problem and super sad and and and I really don't know who should I tell. I inbox him and tell him everything and he is super patience and listen to me and give me advices. Super touch :D But I bet he doesn't remember which problem I'm telling now. Hahahaha.

To be honest, he is a very nice person. When he is free, he will comes to our house. And tell my brothers and I: he is bored. Then he will bring us out to eat, go 'Ah Gua Chun' see Ah Gua and laugh at those Ah Guas. Hahaha. He loves to bully my younger brother and make him scream and asks for my help. 'Jeh ah, gao ngo!' Very funny.

Once, my friend came to my house and force me to go out. I really feel lazy. So I keep saying I dont want to go out today. Please go back to your house and stop disturbing me. But that friend obviously don't understand my language. Then my friend fall asleep on my bed. And I was like: OMG !!! Then my cousin called me so suddenly, and on the phone I said: Oi, I have a very big problem now, come to my house now. I need your help! haha I didnt say much things and he kinda confuse. When he arrived, I asked him how to kick this friend's ass? So annoyed. He was like: WTF, i thought what's big problem! haha. Then I told my friend to go home and my cousin gonna bring us out to eat. Hahaha, then he brought us to eat PIZZA ! Yuhooooo~

Addition, I remember I was gonna bake a cake for your dad's birthday who is also my god father. We were baking it at my best friend's house. Your mum told you about that, you knew it and you wanna joined me. Which mean, you gonna pay for all my expenses (those ingredients). Hahahahaha. You became my driver, sending me everywhere to get those ingredients. I did it with my friend together and you waited us out there. Super good. We succeed in the first cake, which is the experiment cake. The second one, which is the cake we wanna give to my god father. Failed! Hahahaha, it just failed like that. Super disappoint. But I did a great job in decorating it and make it not so OKU. Haha. After we done everything, I said good bye to my friend, and you send me to your house. Your parents are already waiting us. We sang birthday song, did we? And then eat, done. God father, I called him kai ye(in Cantonese). I don't know what's his feels, but I know he will feel touched cause I bake a cake for him? Will he be? LOL, he said thanks to me. And I went home after that. I think it's kinda 3 or 4 years back ago I did that. That's it. Wish to post the picture of the cake here. Hahaha. But too lazy.

Yes, 1 more thing before come to ending. Hahahaha as I said, he is a very nice person. He treats girls very nice. I mean VERY. But he always ended up get hurt by other girls. Pity him ! Hahahaha, so girls out there, I'm promoting him. You can consider about him if you are single.

To Joseph Lee: Oi, I think this post long enough d? Haha, if u want I can make a Part II for you. But you need to wait long long :P I keep my promise already, now it's your turn !! Thank you :D

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Today's topic: Ghost?

Well, do u believe in ghost? or spirit? demon? god? evil?
For me, I'm not 100% believe on that. But that doesn't mean I don't believe that. I doubt that sometime because they always have reason and evidence to prove ghost doesn't exist. But yet, they cannot explain it sometime. So, who care? You judge it.

But still I would like to share my experience. Hmm, not experience, just what I saw before. Ahh, but don't know where should I start. I will write it down randomly.

(1)
When I was young, I was playing at home with my brothers in my room with the door open widely. And as I turned, I saw 2 boys out there at my dining room. 1 was standing and 1 was squatting maybe? And I was like, who are them? Why are they at my house? Then I turned to my younger brothers and did a question mark face. And of course, when I turned back to look at my dining room, gone la!
I think I'm too hungry on that time or playing with my brother too crazy. And thus, I feel dizzy and my brain cannot function and send me the wrong message and result in showing me 2 shadows? So, not ghosts or spirits :D

(2)
I usually experience it when I was young. No more when I grow older. Once, I went to Penang with my best friend. She was my closest friend ever on that time and I always went to her house. Her family used to bring me along when they have trip or something. So we were staying in a hotel when we are at Penang. Her parents went out at night and left my friend, her sister and me. 3 of us, nothing to do. And we came up with an idea to play a game. Guess what game we are playing? Wrong! We decided to play chasing around hahahaha. I dont remember what we are doing. All I remember was 3 of us running and screaming and laughing and playing. And while I was running, I saw someone sitting at the corner. Again, I was like, OMG, not again! I stopped and I said hey I saw someone. And my friend ignore me.
I think running too fast or too silly and cause my brain not function again. I'm sure it is! Too tired.

(3)
This one, could be a joke I made before? Before my grandma passed away, I went to hospital to visit her. While waiting in the hospital, we were sitting out there waiting for our turn to get in. Yes, guess what I said while I was sitting there? I said: OMG, why is that kid can walk through the wall? Well, to be honest. I don't remember I said something like that. haha this is what my brother told me. Memory lost for those period. But I think I was making a joke to creep them up. Heheeeee.

(4)
After my grandma passed away, I still going to her house to overnight because my uncle and auntie stayed there. Yea, I always overnight there and stayed with them for few days with my 2 younger brothers. Morning, my brothers and I woke up together and found out uncle & auntie went out to get us breakfast. We got nothing to do but to sit at the living room and waiting for them. The house is so quiet. We really don't know what to do on that time. And again, I saw a shadow at dining room.(I can see dining room from living room). Oh yea, again. The shadow is moving. And moving towards to living room. My hairs on my arms stood up. This creep me up the most. And the shadow vanish when it reached living room. F***! When my auntie and uncle came back, we told them. And they said we are too hungry. Haha. I guess this must be the reason ay?

(5)
Ever play spirit of the coin, spirit of the lalalalalalaa and lalalalalala ? Well, I never played spirit of the coin. But, I played spirit of pencil. Hahahaha, it is very popular when we're in primary and secondary school. Ok, I know what you are thinking right now. You think my partner is the one who moved the pencil right? hahaha, if you dont trust your partner. Dont play with them. Because you wouldn't know 'who' is the one who moved the pencil. I played for many times when Im in primary school. Like 12 years old and above. But I don't really remember how many times I played. Few times are like normal, we request the spirit to come out. And request it go back. Normal and nothing happens. Feel safe. Once, I wanna prove to others that spirit of pencil do exists! And on that day, we were playing behind our school. It is 6pm on that time. I invite one of my friend(she never played before). I taught her how to play. It was raining on that time and it is dark. And we prepare pencil and paper and squatting down there start to ask the spirit out. I tried for few times but it failed. We need to fracture the pencil. So I lost lots of my pencil :'( hahahaha and at last, finally. I succeed. The pencil finally moving. Before the pencil move, there's a strong wind. And my hair stood up again to sing negaraku XD. As usual, we will ask questions. And this spirit is so scary. He/she only knows how to circle YES/NO. No matter what I asked, HE/SHE only circle YES/NO. And I was too scare and I ask him/her back. End. And guess what, I failed to prove to my friend because I forgot to tell them to come when I succeed. Haha

Well well well, you can try to play if you are dare? But I wont take any responsibles if anything happened to you! Hahaha. Here it goes:

-Prepare a paper and a pencil. Maybe you need more pencils
-On the paper, write abcdefgh until z at the upper part of the paper.
-On the middle part of the paper, draw a house with a door and darken the door. Do not draw windows. Not sure why, but better if you don't
-At the left side of the paper, write 'yes', and below yes, write 'boy'.
-At the right side, write 'no' and below of it, write 'girl'
-At the bottom of the paper(which is below the house), write 0123456789

And yes, you are done with the paper. Start now.
You and your friend, or if you prefer to play alone?

Hold your pencil like this but with the pencil head facing down.(cant really get a suitable image though).
And pointing your pencil on the door of the house which u darken it.
In your heart, start saying bi xian bi xian qing ni chu lai(spirit of pencil x2, please come out). Ru guo chu lai qing zai wu wai zhuan yuan quan (if you are out, please draw circle around the house). Say it for many times until it moves.
If it does not move, try to play it at a dark place. Not much of people around would be better.
And REMEMBER, send him/her back after you done. Ask him/her to go back.
Fracture the pencil after you done and tear the paper off.
-DONE-

But, is better if you dont play. The questions that I asked don't get a good answer. And the answer we get is what we think in our heart on that time. Conclusion, the answer is already there in your heart. Don't waste your time to ask 'someone' who doesn't know.
And also, there's lots of ways to play. If you have your own way, don't care of what I'm bull shitting and ignore me.

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♥ My Grandma ♥

My grandma, she passed away when I was 6 years old. I don't have much memories with her. But still I have part of the pieces of memory about her.

I used to go to her house and overnight every weekend or holiday. She always cooked a lot for me and wanted me to eat more and more.

And I remember once when I was sleeping, I woke up for no reason early in the morning. My back was facing her, and she doesn't know I'm awake. She put on blanket for me and she touched my head for few times. I know she loves me very very much. She is old and she always have difficulty in sleeping.

I admit my attitude and my temper are really bad. I fight with her once, not once I guess. But that's the only once I have in my memory. I don't remember what we are fighting for. She was in the living room and I was in the room. I came out from the room and hit the cabinet really hard, trying to tell her: Grandma, Im angry with you!! But I was hiding behind the cabinet so she won't see me. She heard it, and said: Hit it harder, if things on the cabinet fall down, I will chop you into 18 pieces! I cried and ran back to room. After a while, she came with chocolate. But I fall asleep on bed after too tired of crying. But I knew she was beside me touching my head again.

But I really can't remember much about her. I was too young and small. Am I?

My mum told me, my grandma sick because of me. She was helping me to shower. And then she fells down when she walking out from the toilet. She fall. After that, she started to sick. She was in the hospital. Many times. Check in check out. Non stop.

I asked my mum: Where is grandma now? I didn't go to her house in ages. Never see her for a long time. And my mum said: She is in the hospital now. When she gets better, I will bring you to see her ok? OK.

One day, my mum told me to get dressed and she is going to bring me to hospital. I was too young. Too small. I don't remember much. But I remember, when we get to her room. All the other relatives was beside her bed. I saw her laying there, with machine and also her oxygen mask. She has difficulties in talking and she was too weak to move and talk. But when she saw me, she called me. She has something to tell me. My aunt goes near to her, gently pull her oxygen mask off and trying to listen what she wanna tells. My aunt cried, turned to me and said: 要听话(3 words she left for me). I nod my head non stop and said I will I will !

Few days later, my brother came to tell me. Grandma passed away already. He said it in a rude way, grandma died. Go and get changed now. Mum gonna pick us up now and bring us there. Remember to wear white shirt. I was thinking, he must be kidding. Trying to make fun of me so he can tell the whole world he succeed to cheat on me with his joke. Although I was thinking that way, but I turned sad, my tears just doesn't listen to me. I cried secretly so he won't see it.

When we arrive grandma's house, something is different with her house. But, but I saw all my aunties are sitting out there talking and chatting and they laughing too. And I was thinking: OMG, what on earth is going on?! Grandma passed away and all of you sitting here laughing so loud? Or grandma still alive? I'm still giving myself hope and trying to lie to myself.

But when I get into her house, my hope broke. I saw coffin and grandma's picture in front of the coffin. But I'm too short to look into the coffin. My dad told me: Ahh, grandma is inside. Can you see it? Then my dad hold me up so I'm able to see what's inside the coffin. Fine, I see it now. Grandma is dead! My tears out of control when I see it. I cried secretly again.

For the next seven days, everything goes well. But grandma's body turned a little bit yellowish. And it is the last day. Last day for me to see her body. Then she will be buried with her coffin together.

On the way to grave, finally I see all my aunties started to cry. And I cried out loud. I can't stand it anymore. I cried all the way until the grave.

I cried every night after that. And I cover myself with blanket. I even crying when I'm shower. So nobody will see I'm crying. At school, my friends asked why I skipped class for seven days and there are a lot of works to do. I tell them the reason and my tears come out. I turned away and laugh so I can cover how sad I am and how loud I wanna cry out loud. Once, I'm crying and hiding myself under the blanket. My brother, he realized it. I don't know he was trying to tease me or concern about me. He said out really loud: HOR! MEIMEI IS CRYING!! I hate him so much. For teasing me. I clear my throat and said: Im not crying, shut up and get out!

For the next few weeks, I'm super sad. I cant stop crying every night. I just cant. Whats on my mind was: Grandma passed away, she will never come back anymore. She wont. She wont. Never ever forever! I miss her so much.

I felt better after few months. But sometime when I miss her, those feelings just annoyed me. It feels like how's a couple breaks up I guess?

R.I.P Grandma, I still miss you though. I'm 20 years old now but sill I never forget you.

Since that time, I will never cry more than 1 day. Nobody has the qualifications to make me so sad like this. I won't cry for a guy and how I broke up with my exs. I don't think that is sad enough. Even with all the farewell with friends or whatever, I don't cry. Friends still alive, so what for you cry in front of them? Laugh, joke and smile so they have a good impression on the last day they see us.

So, girls. If a guy fucking dump you, don't cry for them. It is not worth at all. Don't waste your tears on a guy who doesn't know how to appreciate and love you. Life still goes on and cheers up! You can cry, but 1 minute is enough! Remember this ok?

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