Not easy to be good

Thanks to that friend who give me an idea to start another post. Oh damn

Look, log in to your facebook, what I usually see is rob, kidnap, rape, murder etc etc. It makes me feel likes everything gone so bad and different. To take precautions, girls should be careful more and protect themselves. Well, it's because no matter what, girls are always weaker compare to man, boys or whatsoever. Unless you go gym and make out and train like a muscular girls so you can fight back those people. But in real, not all girls did that.

Anyway, I don't know. Writing this post just want girls to becareful. And also to scold one of my friend who being not understanding maybe. Or maybe I'm the one being not understand?

But my post title is 'Not easy to be good'.

I'm kind of girl who:

1) Don't go out at night often. 

Yes, I'm afraid of dark but doesn't mean I don't go out. And if I'm going out, I need to be 100% becareful compare to day time. You see, if night. People mostly already home eating resting. So, not much of people will still hanging out on the street.

Yea, it's true that people keep asking me out to drink sometime. Relax, chatting or whatsoever. Yep, the problem is I rejected them by saying: SORRY, I DON'T GO OUT AT NIGHT. SO DANGEROUS. And so, drama started. I get blame and scold by them that: If you don't want to go out, just tell me. You don't have to give me such a lame excuse to reject me. I understand.

Trust me, I get so speechless.

And my friends' speech continue saying that: We're not like you, don't have to work and stay at home all the time. I'm working as full time, babe! Only get to rest on sunday or public holiday. And free at night. I only got that time to come out drink with you. And you, telling me that you don't go out at night?!

And come on, we are young!! Dude, it's not about being young or old. If you think being young and do all these kind of shits, you will regret when you old. Or maybe not.

See, it's my fault now. I didn't know that, to avoid shits from happen is actually a bad things. I didn't know that, rejecting someone to go out for a drink is bad.

I understand you. But I just don't want to go out at night. I feel not safe. And I don't see the purpose of your 'YAM CHA' session for.

I don't give a fucking damn! And yes, it's a fucking lame excuse to reject you from going out with you!

2) Don't go to club

"Hey Georgina, are you free this saturday?" "Yea, why?" "Let's go clubbing! :) " "Sorry, I don't go club" "^%$()#(%)#%(%#(*%(#%*"

Again, I didn't know that it's wrong for me to not going to club.

Well, what I heard from them is like, "wtf, how old are you?! You don't go club? You gotta be kidding me"

I seriously don't know I will get scold from not doing this shits. And fuck that! What the hell wrong with me from not joining you guys going to club? My god. I try my best to not be those losers. Oh well, not losers.

They said going to club is for enjoy, relax, ..

I'm sorry, I'm pretty sure that's lots of way for you to enjoy, relax. Going to club is like torturing your ears, seeing those idiots get drunk and thrown up. And you don't feel good or happy when the next day you woke up if you actually dead. Well, I'm sorry. Maybe I don't understand what you mean by enjoy/relax in the club.

I just don't want to get TOUCH N GO in the club. Maybe let me be the one to touch n go ;DD

I rather stay at home, turn the music volume up and dance like a psycho at home. I'm sorry.

3) I hate people smoke in front of me, and I throw 'WHAT THE FUCK' face to them.

When I being so sarcastic in front of smokers, I get scold. Is like, I cover my nose, I coughing, I give them an angry face. And my friends are like: Oi, stop it, that fellow will kill you later.

And I was like: What? It's my fault?!

They said: Smoking is normal, it's how they communicate, social etc etc.

I'm sorry, that fellow is not doing a big business, so why the hell he's smoking?!

And if he wanna smoke, can he go as far as possible from those non smokers as a respect? If he didn't know  how to respect others, I don't see what's the point I need to respect him.

I'm sorry again Mr Smoker.

And I saw some people smoke in a non smoking area. And I was like: OMGGG, are you blind?! Get the hell out of here.

I wish they build a small house, I mean a small place for those smokers. And kick them inside when they wanna smoke. So they can inhale the second-hand smoke back itself. Sounds good to me !

Or maybe put a plastic bag on their head. Whoa, I love the idea.

4) Don't fuck
Yes, my friend said I'm gonna be an old ugly virgin lady till I dead. He laugh at me so much. Saying that, if you don't fuck now, when you gonna fuck?!

And I was like: You fuck so much with other girls and randomly, I don't blame you. But please don't ask me to be like them. I'm sorry I cant be what you want me to be.

Yep, I'm sorry to be rude. But he had sex with his gf, pregnant, and abort. Oppps, your secret is now public. Or maybe is not a secret at all.

Is that wrong that I don't fuck? Can't I wait for the right one first?! Are you the one who's gonna judge me? and tell me when to fuck?

Arrghhh, shut the fuck up!

You will be regret when you turned old and think back what you did. Hmmm, I think he's now regret. Get that, loser!

5) Stay at home all the time 

They call me a bored girl when I stay at home all the time. Gosh, I feel sorry to you. Why the hell I need to go out when I can rest at home. OMG OMG, what you want me to do?

If I'm going out, ahhh, need to pay for the petrol, tol, parking and then eat. All about money.

If I'm getting a public transport, save costs. But it's dangerous. Oh well, shits happen to me before when I'm on a public transport. So I just don't want to get into trouble.

Just let me stay at home please!!



Overall, it's not easy to be such a good girl. But who cares?! I love to be such way than being such a bitch.

Bye!