Fun Things In Melbourne

Oh well, I came to Melbourne few times. So whatever I blog might not be what you thought of. Don't come to me and say I'm stupid for simply blogging.

I realized something in Melbourne that is really unique and different with the country where I come from: Malaysia.

Crows Caw

I asked about my friend about this and she said not. So, I think it's just me who have this thought. I always heard crows caw whenever I'm at and I never get to see where are they. So funny right. And sometime I imitate how they caw and my friend scold me because it brings bad luck. Whatever. The main point is I always hear crows caw and I don't know where are they.

Toilets 

When I go to public toilets or toilets in the shopping mall. There's something I feel weird. Most of the toilet actually can see from outside. There's a line in between the door with the wall. And you can actually see what's people doing outside and people inside can see what you do outside. OMG, I mean yea, most of the toilets are like that. If you see this in Malaysia, most of the people won't go in to that toilet.

Smile 

I like this one. Is whenever you are, whoever you see, when you smile, they smile back. Don't care who are they, auntie, uncle, lengzai, lenglui. They like friendly fellow, when you smile they smile back. When you talk, they talk to you back. If in Malaysia, you smile to a random person in a public, they either think that: Wahlau, this girl like me is it? I know I very handsome lah. Or, do I know this girl? She smile to me weiiii~ So happy :D

If you randomly talk to a people in a public, they either think you're trying to cheat their money or someone crazy. OMG.

Four seasons in a day 

This is so real. This is killing every people here. The weather can turn really cold and then really hot in a day. A day is kinda ridiculous. Let's say a week. Today damn cold like only 15 degree, then can suddenly turn to 40 degree above. You can't imagine how they can survive. It's killing me already.

I miss Malaysia lo. Everyday, the whole year the same.

Red Light

From all my friends I have seen here, mostly when it's red light, they won't go through. Even there's no cars around and even my friends are kinda crazy in driving and breaking the rule. When they come to the road, they won't break the rules.

Omg, but in Malaysia. WHAT IS RED LIGHT?

Speed Up

There's a lot of road sign to show you the speed you should drive. Like for now is 80km/h, then suddenly 60km/h. Usually they slow down. OMG, can you imagine how slow is 60km/h? ? ? If kena saman, u die lo. Forever no need drive d hahahahahahaah.

If in Malaysia, can you imagine? 90km/h at this place, all the cars are usually still 120km/h the slowest. and 200km/h for the crazy one. If you got saman what will you do? *evil smile*

When the train is pack

Can you imagine when there's lots of people in the train and you don't get to sit down just stand? Look around, is lengzai lenglui everywhere. You can't imagine how happy I am and I don't mind stuck in the train.

But when there's lots of people in a train and I stuck there, I feel like crying. WAHLAU EH, SO MANY BANGLA.

Malaysian Foods 

I miss Malaysia foods already :(

You know how much it costs a Nasi Lemak here? $15!! Convert ringgit malaysia is like $45. Back in my country we get to eat RM1 Nasi Lemak lehhh!!

And I miss roti canai also. But it costs $7 over here. omg. I'm so hungry already

Water from the pipe

Yush, I like this one. You can drink the water straight away from the water pipe like in Japan. But back in Malaysia, you need to spend money in buying the water filter and pay for the money for maintenance. No energy lo.

And if you try to drink the water, sure masuk kilang d later.

Petrol 

If you buy cars here, it's like super cheap compare to Malaysia. But petrol is so damn expensive. Even though you can get a car really cheap here, but when it comes to petrol, you bankrup d.

Day time sooo long 

Day time so damn long. The sunset actually on 9pm. Can you imagine it's so bright everywhere after 8pm? I don't feel like sleeping. And what's ridiculous is, the sunrise is like on 6am. Can you imagine how long is the day time? When you woke up at 6am and it's already so bright out there.

That's all of what I could think of, please, we have different opinion, and if you are living in Melbourne, and you are not agree with what I post, please don't pissed off. Inbox me on facebook so I can correct it. Or inbox me ideas so I can add it up ;)

Omg, I'm so hot. It's 44 degree out there and you don't know what you should do at all.

Have a nice day.

What typical facebookers usually do on a travel trip

Hi, welcome to my blog again. I like to blog when I got nothing to do but of course I need to come out with something to talk about. So here we go again with the new topic.

Ok, so it's end of the year and everyone is going for a trip. It's end of the year. Winter time! They need to see snow because we're staying in a whole year summer country!

So that's the thing, when they going for a trip, this is what the facebookers gonna do.

See if you're a typical facebookers or nah?

1) Telling the whole world where you're going

Yes, updating a status telling the whole world that you're tired of your job, your studies and you seriously need a break. So, you posted an status says that where you are going for your vacation.
"I'm going to Africa!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

2) Started to ask friends around to go along

Yes and again, posting another status asking if anyone wants to come along as you're going alone. See, if any friends wanna tag along so you won't be lonely.

"Going to Africa next month, anyone anyone? "

Or if you're going alone, you started to tell the whole world that: HEY BITCHES, I'M DOING THIS ALONE!

3) Flight ticket 

Purposely upload a picture of you print screen that you already booked your flight ticket and tag those friends who is going along with you. And purposely crop the picture and just show the country you going. Blur the price and the booking number. Yes, I'm typical F!

4) Counting down 

Oh crap, this is what I always see when my friends are going for somewhere. Like: 34 days to go until I'm in Taiwan. After few days, 31 days till I'm in Taiwan. And few days later, 28 days later I'll be in Taiwan, I can't wait. And and few days later, 25 days later, OMG time passes soooo slowwww! And again again and again till you gonna block her/his face out from your facebook. It's like: OKAY OKAY I KNOW IT, CUT IT OFF!

5) Passport? 

OMG, even if they going to renew passport, make a passport or whatsoever. It's either they check in at the immigration office telling the whole world again that: YES, IM RENEWING MY PASSPORT AND IM GOING TO XXXX. YOU BLOW AH?

Then another status saying the officers are doing stuff really slow, eat more do less.

Even visa (if they need one). Update a status, omg just got my visa done! I'm so happy.

6) The Checkers

They tell us what they have done and prepared before going to travelling.
-Passport (x)
-Flight ticket (x)
-Hotel (x)
-Mum (x)
-Pets (x)
-Buy new under wears (x)

All checked, I'm ready!

7) Unlimited check in

Check in on facebook is free, that's why they keep check in. First, they check in at the airport where they depart. Usually it's comes out like: BYE MALAYSIA, SEE YOU IN XXX DAYS. When they arrive their destination, they check in again. HELLO PARIS, I'M HERE. (Omg, you got a friend name paris? OH, maybe the country can do the talking yea?)

8) Pictures

Okay, here we go the unlimited pictures they gonna post during their trip. You get to see the hotel the live, the luxury foods they eating there because it's the first time they eat overseas in that country! How priceless wei!!! Wow, and then you get to see all the views they see. Sunset, building, sunrise, moon, beaches and foods. And what else? Yea, foods foods foods and foods.

9) Count down

Omg you serious? Count down again? You thought new year eve meh? 1st day in Taipei, 2nd day at Taichung, 3rd day at America. And then, omg, 5 more days and I'm leaving here and gonna go back to the busy life. After that, omg, 3 more days, 2 more days, 1 more day, half day and boom!

10) Again, check in.

Like I said, check in on facebook is free. So it's a "culture" to check in wherever you are especially airport the most!!

"Dinner" ---with Kanasai at KNNMCCB restaurant.

"Leaving here." ---at here international airport.

When they arrive, again.
"Finally we're back, hello malaysia, I miss you." ---at LCCT.

Malaysia don't miss you also. Don't pattern liao lah.

11) Pictures again 

Here we go againnnnnnnnn, they gonna upload heaps of pictures of them they took in the whole trip. 1day 100 pictures, go 1 week means they have 700 pictures to upload.
And you gonna see that: Princess Abradadcannaajsydeteykgjk added 123974295728572492384928 photos to the album my vacation trip love life enjoy maximum.
They are dead if their friends like the pictures 1 by 1. Got spam seriously.

12) I MISS YOU 

Last but not least, this is gonna happen to everyone. After they come back from the countries they went, they update a status: OMG, I MISS INDIA SO MUCH. Wish to go back. Do the annehneh miss you too?

Sorry, I have to admit that I'm one of the typical facebookers here. So bite me!

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Thank you and happy new year ! 

The First Oakley Concept Shop In Malaysia ♥

Oh My God, Oakley's fans out there, i got a good news for you guys!!

Guess what? There's a Oakley store now in 1Utama if you know about it or you are a fans of their sunglasses! No kidding wei ~~ :D

And for girls out there, if you got no idea what to get for your boyfriend sometime, you should always go to the Oakley concept store, there must be something your boyfriend gonna like about it. I know it's late for christmas present, but don't worry, there's still lots of special occasion like birthday, valentine's day, 1st anniversary, 2nd, 3rd or whatsoever.

Location: Lot 315D, Lower Ground Floor, New Wing, 1 utama shopping centre.
To be more exact, it's opposite sony centre.

This is their facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/oconcept1u

When people heard of Oakley, they only know it's famous with sunglasses. I have a friend who is a fan of Oakley sunglasses and I know it's freaking expensive! X) Anyway, the Oakley concept store in 1utama comes with watch, backpack, apparel, hat, slipper, wallet, belt lanyard and also water tank.

First of all, one of my favourite stuff in Oakley Concept Store will be......

1) Water tank 

Spot the uniqueness? :D

2) Watch 

Wooooo, for those rich girls/women who wanna buy a present for your boyfriend, I got a good idea for you. Buy watch laaaa~ But sibeh expensive leh. It's around 2k-4k. I really cannot accept. But, quality not bad. It's swiss made. << promoter told me that, but I don't know apa dia cakap. Longer life span, the glass is made of sapphire glass, jewel bearing and etc. I really don't remember.

I'll show you pictures.

I personally love this one, because it's the most cheapest one !! HAHAHAHAHA. Around 2.5k with 20% discount leh. Don't play play lo. 

I like this one too but sibeh expensive. It's around 6.3k. Omg. 

3) Golf Bag 

This is totally not my interest xD I don't play golf but I see how people play. Langusng tak faham why they keep chasing the ball lol. But well, here's the golf bag they do offer too :D Even though I don't understand ! 

The golf section in the shop. 

Your boyfriend or husband got play golf bo? Buy this for him lah.

4) Wallet 

Can consider buying wallet actually because not expensive. He said hundred something only. Wahlau, my ass pain lo when I heard this. And the wallet is 100% genuine leather. But, Oakley is not famous or pro on this. Soooo, you know what I mean. 

Show you pictures also. 

It's come with Black n White 

5) Sandals 

Price is around RM100-RM300. Of course, for chinese, we not recommend you to buy sandal or shoe to your partner. If you know what I mean. 

I don't know why sandals also so expensive. Then I got answer liao~ You wanna know whyyyy? 

See the tag? When you wear for a long time, your foots sweat a lot, but then you wont get the hong kong foot smell. Yea, you know what I mean right? I got this problem all the time!! (HONG KONG FOOT-smelly legs) 

And also, you won't easily pokai if you walking on a slippery floor. But still will pokai lah. 

6) BackPack 

For the backpack, they provide lots of choices. Price range around RM200-RM800. Wahlau, bag only wor. Got gold meh? But like I said, quality of course better. Compare to the night market bag, it torn after you use for few times. Here broke there broke. But the backpack from Oakley, it survives longer and they also come with waterproof. And they are categorize as hiking use, normal use, travelling, biking, etc :D ! 

BackPack section ;) 

You like this? If you do, you have the good sense leh because it's the most expensive backpack in the shop. It costs like RM800++ 

7) Goggles 

If your boyfriend has a dirt bike (the one in the motocross sport), consider buying this for them to protect their eyes. And they also have snow goggles but obviously you can't use it in Malaysia lah. 

See, I told you. 

8) Apparel

Ok la, most easier will be this lah. Easy to buy and choose. 

The design actually really nice and price range is around RM90-Rm130. Not too expensive though. From Slim fit to regular fit. If your boyfriend damn big size, dont worry. They do have a size for him too. 

9) Cap 

One of my favourite also. I like their design too. Simple yet nice. Price range is around Rm90-Rm120. I cannot accept leh. 

I like this one but sibeh expensive. RM110 if I'm not mistaken. 

10) Sunglasses 

Finally, the best thing always come at the end. Sunglasses is the main product of Oakley!! The categories of the sunglasses is alotttt. Some are for cycling, golf, shooting (piang piang), casual outing and some are for stalking lengzai/lenglui without them noticing you. 

The eye wear section. 

 Ducati series, I recommend this because more nice leh! Price range around RM500-Rm700.

Frog Skin series, lots of Malays like to wear this. And it's cheaper leh. RM400-Rm600. 

This is the main character of everything. THE LIMITED EDITION. My heart beats fast when I see this and touch this because it's not more than 20 pairs in Malaysia and it's costs like RM3000 only lah! Limited edition leh, what do you expect? 

Damn nice hor? The price also damn nice. 

Okay, here's the ending. Let me introduce you the staffs there. They are so friendly and nice. And trust me, boss only hire lengzai or lenglui. 

That's it for today, what are you waiting for? Go and check on the store now~~ :) 

Top 10 Common Things in Freelance Girls' World

Basically when people ask: What you working as? And you answered them: freelancer. They ask further like: Freelance in what? You got speechless because you got no idea what you freelance in. In the freelance girls' world, our jobs is so damn wide and not to mention: weird.

You get paid by having fun, outstation, and eat. LOL, what we usually do are like: ushering in an event (whatever event it is), what you need to do is just guide people, smile and welcome them. Or photoshooting? Gosh, the jobs are all so wide that you always no idea how to explain to others what you're doing. So wideeee. It could be emcee, photographer, model, usher, translator, driver, showgirl etc. LOL, once I told my friend from America about showgirl and he thought showgirl is stripper. HAHAHAHA.

Skip this, we gonna talk about what we usually see and do in freelance girls' world.

1) D E A R 

In freelance, we always always call other girls dear, darling, honey etc. You know why? There are too many of girls that you can't memorize all of their names. And the best thing you can do is call everyone dearsss~ ah darlingsss oiii~ So they won't feel offence that you don't remember their name and you still get to call them in a really sweet way. Smart ass ! 

2) FFK QUEEN 

This is really common in freelance. Some people just don't know what is promise. Sometime they ffk the jobs after they confirmed just because she feels lazy to work today, the place is too far, no transport lah, people sick lah, neighbour got people die lah, and the most unacceptable excuse will be: SORRY, I GOT ANOTHER HIGHER PAY JOB. See, girls are so realistic. 

Ok, let's just say she is really having trouble of going for the jobs she already confirmed. Like, Ok, serious now. Her family members in the hospital or passed away. It's impossible for her to go work in that case. So she need to ffk that job. But what others gonna remember is like: Wahlau she ffk that job after I confirmed her. But no one remember that her parents passed away. or whatsoever.

3) NO ONE IS PERFECT

You know, like I said, realistic. Either you're too tall, too short, too pretty, too ugly, too fair, too tanned or whatsoever. It could be any of the reason that you got rejected in a job. Even though you are so pretty, but there is always lots of reason that you got rejected. Biasa lah. So many lengluis in this field, you thought you Miss Universe meh.

4) PUNCTUAL 

Trust me, lots of girls don't know what the hell is punctual. Usually when they are told that the job start on 12pm. And they usually appear late. No one will be earlier. If they get to the venue early, people gonna ask, eh? Why so early? And trust me again too, no one will remember that you get to the place early, they only remember that you late for their job. "Neh, that girl lah. Always late one. " Even though you work for the same agent for 10 jobs and you only late in 1 job. 

5) PERVERT 

Is normal that you get lots of perverts hit on you. Or maybe lots of guys trying to hit on you. And their favourite dialogue to break the ice will be, Wei, xxxx, you very pretty !! Can we be friend? I saw you last week in the xxx event. Or, or, or, Let me tell you the best way to break the ice, tell the girls, Hi, xxx, I saw you at the last event and I got few pictures of you, you remember me? Approve my friend request so I can tag you those pictures. Smart right? I like it. No, not all of them are perverts. Just some. Please don't get so hot. 

6) BACK-STAB  

YEA, some they back stab each other because of they want to grab attention. They fake themselves. Being nice to you and gossip about the other girl. Go to other girl and gossip about you. Is normal. No big deal. Sometime, they even sit together start discussing about other girls. Is not really back-stab. They are just telling what they know and what they heard about others. Righttttt? Sometime, those words they say which they don't have any intention to hurt the others, but this field is so small, whatever you said, it will go to that girl eventually. So becareful what you gonna say or we call it discuss. I know what you did last summer. 

7) FRIENDS 

Everytime when you get a job, what's tired the most will be, OMG, I don't know who I'm gonna meet today. Hopefully some girls I work before or sometime it goes opposite. When you got to the working venue, you don't know any of the girls, what you need to do is, you need to get to know new friends again, ask for phone number so can share jobs again, take pictures together, and so on. So tired right? But best part is, your phone is full of lengluisss's pictures and phone number lol. 

8) FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS 

But also, sometime when you're working, some girls treat you really nice. I mean it's damn nice and you will feel surprised. Some they have intention to get to know you because you have benefits. You share lots of jobs for others. That's why, it's not easy to get a real true friends. Sometime only lah. 

Some, they met, and they fall in love in the first sight and they became best friends and live forever ever after lol. 

9) EXPLORE PLACES 

Phewit~ the best part sometime. Your working venue always different and they don't provide transport. So you need to google search on the internet and go there by yourself. Trust me, lots of the place, you never heard the name in your life. And you gonna be like: OMG IS THIS PLACE EVEN EXIST????

10) PLASTIC SURGERY 

Trust me, this is so common. They plastic surgery like no big deal and it's true. That's why you get to see lots of pretty ladies. Oh YEA!! They want the freaking obvious double eye lids, they want the super high nose, they want the super big eyes, they want the super sharp face etc. 

I even saw a girl's pictures after plastic surgery, she turned into a freaking scary alien and I wanna comment on her picture that, why are you making yourself so ugly now? You look really good before. The famous dialogue, 原来火星人真的来了地球.

And also there's lots of pictures my friends showed it to me after plastic surgery. Gosh, some of them really look good wei. You fall in love with those girls. OMGGG. 

Trust me, plastic surgery is so common. But I didn't, I scare pain leh xD 

That's it for the post, inbox me on facebook if you have more nice ideas :D 

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~ Cheers and Have a Nice Week Ahead ~

Type Of Hugs We Love ♥

Yea, you know what? I used to dislike hug because I don't want to have body contact with others. And feel so shy when you hugging a girl, and your boobs hit her boobs. LOL. So awkward. But you know what? When I meet my ang mo friends, the first thing they do is hug. It happens all the time with them and when I tell them, I dislike hug, and they hit on my head and said: you silly, hug is good :)

So after a long time, I finally changed my mind. If you google it, what are the advantages of hug? It shows lots of stuffs like boosts self esteem,?? relaxes muscles, tension, balance nervous system..? etc etc. Go google it yourself. And I found out that, whenever I'm freaking tired after work, I feel like hugging someone and you feel all good after the hug. It's really release and you're not so tired. I don't know. You should try it.

And you know what? In my circles of friends, they don't really love hug. I mean it feels weird if we hug each other, unless we are not gonna meet in a really long time, we are couples?, and nothing else. We must have a reason to hug each other. Not like those out-going friends, they hug when they meet, they hug when they leaving, they hug when they feel sad and they hug because they wanted to hug.

Anyway, forget all these shits. There are so many types of hugs, and I think is suitable for couples? Not all are suitable for hugging your friends though. Here we go :D

Hugging from Behind 

Gosh, most of the girls love this hug because it makes them feel secure! 

p/s: sorry if my tanned skin freak you out, I'm a chinese FYI. 

F2F Hug

This type of hug makes me blush because we are face to face. OMG OMG OMG !! But somehow, you don't feel like let go. And he got his hand around your neck, and you got your hand around his waist and the next thing is..... HOHOHOHOHO, you're mine you're mine :p 

p/s: sorry I should have get a male model to do this with me, but... 

F2F Hug2 

Another f2f hug, this one you got your arm around his neck and you know I don't like about this hug? He gonna have his arm around your waist and when he hug you tight, you boobs gonna hit him. LOL, I'm so shyyyyyy. But still feel warmth because you will feel like there's someone for you (: 

Hug from side 

This kind of hug is more like when you're watching movie together, shooting stars, football match etc. LOL, so you hug from side and you still can see what's infront. lol 

Hug with your legs 

LOL feels like the 夺命剪刀脚. I don't know how to translate to english. But you can't run away with this hug already. HAHAHAHAHA. 

p/s: I can see someone is jealous behind. hahaha. 

Head on chest Hug 

If you're shorter, this is what you get ! :p I got this all the time. DAMN!! 

Hug from behind 2 

Sometime I think we should swap in role, since you can hug me from behind, I can too. and this feels like, IDK, you tell me. 

Seriously I don't know what I'm doing but I love hugs. I always want to scream that: I LOVE HUGS AND HUGS SHOULD BE FREE. 

And I always feel like I should wear a sandwich and wrote the FREE HUGS. 

Hahahaha, anyone on? 

That's it for this time. I'm sorry for always being lazy to update my blog and also sorry to my friend who ask me to advertise his stuff. Sorry, still no idea what to write yet. And yea, sorry again. I think it should be more interesting if I got a male model to do it with me instead of rilakkuma haha. 

And one more thing for your information, when I look back the pictures I had with rilakkuma, I feel like throw out. -_-

明明就~

这次来个华语的吧！很多朋友都说，你干嘛每次都用英文的，我看不到一半就不看了。完全不知道你在说什么！其实有时候我也不知道我到底在说什么。哈哈

也没什么特别想写的。就最近都听华语歌。尤其是超爱周杰伦的那首“大笨钟”。我敢肯定我已经听了上千次，连朋友都想打我了。每次重复又重复的听同一首歌。我也是第一次，没有三分钟热度的喜欢一首歌。看来我要长大了！哈哈哈

其实骗你的，后来我爱上另一首歌。也是周杰伦，不过是明明就。这首歌，我也是听了又听听了又听。喜欢也是有原因的，不过不告诉你，我也知道你没兴趣知道 :D

没什么的，今天就这样好了。

周杰伦-明明就 (歌词)
糖果罐里好多颜色　微笑却不甜了
你的某些快乐　在没有我的时刻
中古世纪的城市里　我想就走到这
海鸥不再眷恋大海　可以飞更远

远方传来风笛　我只在意有你的消息
城堡为爱守着秘密　而我为你守着回忆

明明就不习惯牵手　为何却主动把手勾
你的心事太多　我不会戳破
明明就他比较温柔　也许他能给你更多
不用抉择　我会自动变朋友

啊，朋友一直要我唱歌。看来要献丑了 :( 

bye bye~

Future

I always thought of update something on my blog but i always no idea what to write about. Sometime, I have some ideas during the night which means in the middle of night. And it's impossible for me to crawl out of bed, turn on my laptop and write it. I'm a lazy bum. So I ended up wait til the next day but I don't remember what I'm about to write it. Gosh. Even if I jot it down on my phone, I got no idea what does it all about. T.T

Do you ever have a feelings, in the middle of night when everyone is sleeping, and your mind still operating? You think about everything, everything that pop out in your mind. Your relationship, your partner, your family, your friends, your jobs, your education and also your future. You are tired, you want to sleep so much but you just cant.

Then here come all your random thinking. Ever think about your future? What you gonna study? What you wanna be? What you gonna work as? Hows your parents and your siblings gonna be? Who you gonna married to? Your friends? What are they doing after 10 years?

Everyone of us ever come to a moment where you gonna choose what you gonna study. I mean those who continue their study. At this time, they are already cracking their head off. Thinking what they wanna be in the future and what they gonna work as. So they choose the field that they want. And some, they let the decision to their family and end up they are not happy. And those who graduate from their field are rarely work as what they want to be like last time. It's all ruined the fuck up. Sometime, the world kinda force to be what you don't wan to be and you're so weak not to do it.

At the end, you're still cracking your head thinking what course you wanna go for and you ended up insomnia.

Let's just talk about job. Most of the people are working, either working for a company or they are running a company, their own business. So you see, they spend most of their time working. When you ask them go for travel, they will answer you:"Cannot ah, where got time?" They got everything tied up and they can't do anything. Even the one who own a business or running a business, they seems have more time, but still they are too busy taking care their business. So, what is the purpose we are born in this world? Work and get money for a better life? How do you define your 'better'?

Some people work so much, earn lots of money but they never happy. They feel stress all the time, easily pissed off, and never satisfy with whatever they have and they get sick easily too. But for some people, they never take jobs seriously. Sometime they work and sometime they don't. They have money problem but they don't care. They just want to enjoy life and they easily satisfy. They are happy all the time when you see them.

At this age, you always confuse what you want. And you don't know which is better for you. End up, you insomnia until morning.

Now is about your friends. I always saw lots of people at my age, posted about: I have lots of friends but they are not there when I need them. I feel so helpless. You see, at some point, you may be proud that you have lots of friends but trust me. They are just hi bye friends. They will look for you when they need help and say no when you need help. There's nothing to be sad of, at least you're in their mind when they need help. Trust me, you only need 1 or 2 best friend in your life. Whenever you need help, they will do whatever they could to help you. When you're sad to death, they will appear at your door and hug you tight. Aren't you suppose to be happy instead of staying sad because of the hi bye friends?

And now, stop thinking about your dog friends in the middle of night and emo yourself. Think about the good memories with your best friend.

Are you close with your parents? How much do you love them? Are you willing to shorten your life and make their life longer for 10 years? When we are kids, we hate them so much. Like they controlling us, come home before 11pm, do not buy those rubbish things and waste money, stop spending money like water, etc etc. But when you get to some age, you realize they are getting older, they getting weaker and so on. At the time, you gonna cry saying time please go slower, I don't want them to get old.

Don't be insomnia thinking and wishing the time could go any slow, be good to them start from now. Call them and tell them you're good at the place you're at. Always check on them like how they check for you when you're a kid. They are happy with that.

Relationship is the toughest shit ever you could ever go through it. I don't really believe in forever love even they do exists. I got brainwash when I was a kid, they told me it's useless to get married. You should go work and live by your own. And so, I don't really care about relationship, I do have bfs before, and they will never go long.

I have a nightmare before, I dream that I fall in love with a guy. Well, it should be a good dream right? But I fall in love with a guy after I married. And this turn the fucked up. I woke up and thinking, what should I do? Why can't I be loyal to someone? Because I'm too afraid to be serious and I'm too afraid to lose someone so it's impossible for me to commit to someone. Friends around me, in relationship for 10 years and broke up for some reason. Gosh, wasted 10 years time for a guy and now back to the origin point. I went to a temple before and my mum force me to try ask about my future. And he told me I'm not suitable to get married because my life will turn worst compare to before. I know it will be. It's up to you to believe it or not. I'm whatever but this make me an excuse to keep playing all the time. Not to get too serious in a relationship.

End up I'm forever alone.

This is exactly what your mind is all about when you're insomnia. You can think about your future, but you don't have to. It happens so soon enough. Don't crack your head up.

Friends keep asking me to update blog, when I ask what about it? He said: well, something about scolding people lah. You always scold people. Then I realized, when you started to work, you shouldn't scold others. Because they are not your family. You should just tell them in a nice way. And so, I diam d.

That's it. I know it's bored. I'm bored and tired of thinking about future too. Let's just be spontaneous.