[ Me, Myself and I ]: July 2015

Sometime I read my own blog, I feel so awkward because I can't believe I ever write it in public, friends and family are reading it and I was like, Seriously? Did I ever write this at the time? OMFG should I delete it now?

Is even awkward when I work and friends came to me like: Eh, you are the one who write the blog? Omg, I read that. My mum even read it too. My neighbour saw it too. I showed my uncle also. I teach my dog to read them loud too! Wah, I feel so awkward when everyone look at me when I know they don't give a fuck at all.

I feel awkward when someone asking a question and I answered it then I realized he's not asking me. Is even awkward when someone say hi and I hi back then I realized he's saying hi to another girl behind me. Wah, paiseh loh.

Worked as an usher for prize giving in a company event and nobody brief us nicely what to do on the stage. End up organizers push us to the stage and pass the prize to the winner and you got no idea who to pass and everyone on the stage and off the stage are looking at you walking with a huge question marks on their head thinking what the hell is this girl doing on the stage, she's suppose to give the prize to the CEO, she's suppose to carry 5 prizes at once. What's on my mind was: OMG OMG PLEASE DON'T FALL DOWN AT THIS TIME.

I'm not a social person when I'm not working. So it's awkward when I need to hangout and dinner with bunch of people who working in the same company and I'm the one who is jobless sitting aside. Listening to their alien language talking about their fun time in working and I got no idea what the hell is going on. I feel so odd because I wish I dinner alone instead of spending my time with aliens.

Is even awkward when everyone decide to have seafood for their dinner and I'm the only one who is allergic to seafood. Sitting there looking at everyone sucking their crabs, chewing their prawns and swallowing their lala. I only sit there eat fried eggs, taufu and white rice. Everyone gonna tell me the same stuff like: Georgina, your life is no fun. Seafood is the best foods ever! And I'll just have to wait one more hour til they finished all their foods.

Using a sony phone right now because my last 2 phones were dead because they can't swim in the water. Finally get a waterproof phone and it used to give me lots of problems. So I finally go to service centre being so angry and fed up wanna tell them why the hell this phone so suck?! When I show them my phone, my phone works really well. And I was like: OH MY PHONE, NOW YOU DO THIS TO ME?

Get to know lots of friends in my jobs and usually bunch of us will sit down together chatting and gossiping. Most of the time I don't know who they talking about and most of the time I'm out of topic because I wasn't listening. I only start listening when everyone looking at me and I was like: Oh damn, they must be asking me something and I don't know what is that.........

The moment when you're sitting in your friend's car and your friend is obviously mad at something else and putting their anger in the car. The awkward moment makes me feel like GOSH I NEED TO JUMP OUT OF THIS CAR LIKE JACKIE CHAN.

My foreigner friends tried to search my name on google and saw lots of my pictures and they thought I'm a very famous person. Actually I got no ideas why I put lots of pictures on internet.

When friend drag me to a vacation just because they need more people in their trip. I usually end up being so odd walking around alone, text alot and scroll alot on phone without even want to put an effort to talk to those people. Why the hell I'm even here with them? I rather stay at home counting how many hairs I have on my head.

In every jobs I work, I usually end up exchange phone numbers with girls or instagram ID, facebook etc. Is awkward when they come to me and ask babe, you wanna buy insurance? Not really, I will dig a hole and bury myself when I'm dying.

I'm kind of girl who won't make up while walking and eating in the shopping mall. Sometime I even wear my old glasses and slippers overall look like obasang. Super awkward when you will accidentally bump into your friends at the big shopping mall. I usually like: Seriously?!!! There are 5 floors, west wings, east wings, south wings, north wings and 230578349763497 of shops. How the hell we can meet at the same mall, same spot at the same time?! I hope she won't tell others how I look like XD

Kthxbye